How did this happen?

It has come to my attention that I am not a nice person.  Have I ever been?

I think I was once.

Yet lately I am struggling with thoughts and reactions that show a side of me that I can’t admire.

What am I to do?

I’m going to start by being honest.  I’m going to get to the heart of the unhappiness in my life that is allowing me to live with envy, distaste, anger, distance, criticism of others, etc.

I am moving (once more?) into the person who is so joyous that she loves to see joy in others.  A person who is so comfortable in herself that she is drawn to those who are who they are.  I may be quite old to be working so hard on this.

But it is never to late to let the sunshine into my life.


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